Hello, your input is much appreciated.
Something I realized on my journey of aspiring for Buddhahood is that anyone who seriously aspire for it or a true Bodhisatta won’t care about how long it takes to become a Buddha even if they have to go through countless aeons. As long as there is as much as a possibility— a 1% chance — that is enough.
In truth, there is no other goal worth striving than that of Buddhahood. There is no other goal worth going through countless aeons than becoming a Buddha.
From my experience, I’ve realized that faith is the quality I have to focus on cultivating the most — having faith in the qualities of the Buddha and being inspired by them and having faith in myself. Faith is what keeps one going even when it’s hard.
I also realized that it’s important to constantly practice compassion before fulfilling each parami. It makes you go the extra mile instead of stopping short.
Another profound realization is the power of determination.
To anchor the mind in firm resolutions such as:
• “I will become a Buddha, no matter how long it takes.”
• “I will become a Buddha, no matter how painful the path may be.”
Reciting these mentally, reflecting on them daily, helps strengthen the heart against doubt and weariness.
Every Bodhisatta, past, present, and future, have to go through the beginning stages where they don’t know how long it will take but nonetheless they never give up their true goal and strive to attain Buddhahood.
I also love the idea of perfecting qualities like generosity, virtue, renunciation, wisdom, etc to the upmost instead of stopping short at like 50% or 80% in order to attain the knowledge of all things — not out of curiosity but to liberate countless beings.
Since I’ve decided, even if I have to experience a lot of pain in the process, I can be happy, knowing that there is no other goal worth all the pain more than this one.