I’ll try to describe how I’m meditating in the best way I can.
I look at a kasina image on my computer. I gaze at it and attend to it with my mind, without tensing up my forehead or trying too hard to concentrate. If I notice that I’m tensing up my head, I stop the noting (like “water… water… water”) and just continue looking at the kasina calmly. Then I notice that my mind is naturally directed to the kasina object simply with my intent—without needing to force focus or tighten my head. The intent is all that’s needed. We don’t need to tense our head to direct our mind to the kasina or any meditation object.
If I feel like I’m trying too hard, I look slightly above the kasina for a moment. Even while I do that, my mind is still thinking about the kasina. That’s how I started to understand vitakka and vicāra—you direct the mind to the object and keep it connected, but you don’t have to force it. In daily life too, we naturally direct our minds to things all the time. Meditation is just placing the mind on the object gently and keeping it there without tension.
When the screen dims due to inactivity, I just close my eyes and turn to the mental image of the kasina. At that point, I can see it in my mind, and I feel I can concentrate even more. If I feel sleepy and can’t overcome it while sitting, I stand up and continue placing my mind on the kasina. I stay connected to it while walking with eyes open.
I also use more than one word for the kasina. For example, when meditating on the water kasina, I cycle through four names: “water,” “quencher of thirst,” “āpo,” and “the still one.” I concentrate on the concept of water. All these names point to the same concept of water.
After I finished meditating, I was doing something else, and I recalled the water kasina and instantly my mind was directed to the mental image and I could see it in my mind, and it made me happy. This happened without any tension.
Outside of formal meditation, I practice Recollection of the Buddha and Mettā. I pay homage to the Buddha whenever I can by mentally saying, “I pay homage to the Buddha,” and it makes me joyful. I’ve also studied the Buddha’s qualities, so sometimes I naturally think about them, just like someone would have spontaneous thoughts. I can also bring the image of the Buddha into my mind anytime I want.
Something else that helps is because I’ve read suttas on Sila and Dana, thinking about them also make me happy and I’m able to delight in them.