I love pa auks teachings …but unfortunately in India there is no pa Auk monestry… where I can go for meditation…
So I have applied for Vipassana…i already did Vipassana 2 times and second time i feel great …
But I am more interested in jhanas …
So this time I have decided to work on mindfulness of breathing more .
I have made notes for pa auk about it …and I will practice same .
I would like if experience person help me with more personal guidelines…
Like last time I observed at the evening my mind thinking to much literally to much.
Sometimes because we don’t talk with others …mind becomes sad …
In such situations what one must do …
I hope I will go atleast to nimita stage in this retreat.
Anyways am happy even I don’t experience anything.
Ok …the truth is I do not understand visuddhimagga even after reading. …it’s pa auk …after reading PA auks books i first time understood what Buddhist meditation is . And what Vipassana mean …
So basically this is my new I’d …I changed my mobile and using different email on this …
I want to ask
I am loosing interest from jhana. Knowing that they only lead to birth in Brahma world. And once we finished life there. We will actually born as a ordinary human again…
I think to become master in jhana and to develop abhinna is good thing. Because with that abhinna I can find arhat or pacchek Buddha and I can donate food to them to accumulate merits…
Or I can develop metta till the breaking of bond and can born as a good looking in every life time …
Or I can develop abhinna which allows me to se couse and effect and accordingly I can shift my kamma …
